jaded

jaded |ˈjādid|

adjective

tired, bored, or lacking enthusiasm, typically after having had too much of something : meals to tempt the most jaded appetites.

that is what I am feeling now. extremely jaded. i dont know what to think anymore. i dont know if i should even believe anymore. so what does it say? i should just keep things to myself. go back to be in my own bubble. that way, i am just me and on my own.

seriously.