underneath

it all.

i wonder what more lies there. hmmm.

i thought there was a song that had a more appropriate lyric that i could use. but zilch.

but i guess, there's a reason why people need to talk. talk about things. because if they dont, and things get left to sink, after a certain depth, it goes into an abyss. and then if something happens to bring whatever that was that was already chained down deep deep down somewhere, it's going to resurface so quickly even you yourself will be rudely shocked. it can get quite crazy. so, people, please talk. to your friends, spouse, other special halves, parents, siblings, people. just talk.

and speaking of which, i actually have to tell myself that.

no matter what, i made the choice. i just have to let the 'surprise' that resurfaced nicely oxidize itself away. :) hur hur.