打开这扇窗，却看见了凄凉

好累，好累。我的身体很像不属于我了。哈哈。alright, that was a direct translation of "i am so tired i feel like my body doesnt belong to me"

the night really does things to your head. haha. after a very long and tiring day, no, make that after very long and tiring 5 days, with less than 5 hours of sleep everyday. i am really doing everything i can. what else do i do, what else should i do to make everyone happy? guess what ultimately happens? i am the only one unhappy. but then again, should it matter? since everyone else is happy now?

well. i dont know. shit never have good timing anyway. all i can say is that, i tried. i was there. i was there all the time. if i wasnt there, then i have nothing to say. haha. ah well, ever since when does shit happen at the right time? haha.

guess i'll need to make a trip to 7-11 later alrd.